In over my head, feel the waves crash down slowly eroding what is left
longing for that sunshine that we felt together, making it paradise every second
brittle, broken, where did the endurance go?
will that warm sun ever wrap its embrace around me again?
light and happy, life has become much too serious
plummeting to where the sun never shines
being filled with doubt will always be the downfall, he says.
I know you all really care about the random bologna that comes out of my mouth and I am a little drunk so it’s really about to flow.
Today was the greatest.
My boyfriend and I finally went to my favorite coffee shop together and he had a wonderful time. I’ve never been happier. I worry sometimes that I don’t satisfy his needs in a person, but those moments where I see it in his eyes that he is where he wants to be, there’s nothing more I need.
We eventually get to this point where we are both a little tipsy and let’s just say some extremely honest words were exchanged and those evil demons inside my head were just pushed out, exterminated, diminished.
I’m reading Petronius’ Satyricon and dying of laughter. I’m such a nerd.
“I think people would be happier if they admitted things more often. In a sense we are all prisoners of some memory, or fear, or disappointment—we are all defined by something we can’t change.”—Simon Van Booy, The Illusion of Separateness (via creatingaquietmind)
if you can explain to your children that an immortal man in a red suit who lives in the north pole travels around the entire world on one night every year on a sleigh carried by magical flying deer i think itll be easy enough to tell them two people are in love